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“You’re a little animal,” I said.
“As rotten and spoiled as they come. What you need is
a spanking.”
“Oh!” she gasped. “You
dirty…dirty no-account. You crook!” I caught her
wrist and wrenched her toward me. “Damn you, Joseph,
let me go!” The album went crashing. With the fingers
of her free hand she tried to reach my face. Seizing
her by the hair fiercely, I snapped her head back; her
outcry never left her throat; her nails missed me
narrowly. Her eyes shut tightly, in horror.
“Here’s something from a beggar you won’t forget in a
hurry,” I muttered. I dragged her to the piano bench,
still gripping her hair.
‘Don’t!” she screamed,
recovering her voice. “Joseph! You bastard!”
I pulled her over my knee,
trapping both her legs in mine. I could hear the
others running upstairs as the first blows descended
and I hurried my task, determined that she should be
punished in spite of everything, in spite of the
consequences; no, more severely because of the
consequences.
“Don’t you struggle, I cried,
pressing down her neck. “ Or curse me. It won’t help
you.” Amos pounded up the last flight of stairs and
burst in. Behind, breathless, came Dolly and Iva.
“Joseph,” Amos panted, “let her go. Let the girl
go!”
I did not release her at
once. She no longer fought against me, but with her
long hair reaching nearly to the floor, and her round,
nubile thighs bare, lay in my lap. Whether this was
meant to be an admission of complicity and an attempt
to lighten my guilt, or whether she wished them to see
and savor it fully, I did not know at first.
“Stand up, Etta,” Dolly said
curtly. “Straighten your skirt.”
Slowly she got to her feet.
I wonder if any of them were capable of observing how
exactly alike we looked at the moment. “And now, if
you can, Joseph,” said Dolly, turning her dilated eyes
on me, “Explain what you were doing.” “Mother,”
Etta suddenly began to sob, “I didn’t do anything to
him. He attacked me.”
“What!!! In the name of God,
what are you talking about ?” I exclaimed. “I spanked
you because you had a spanking coming.” What
unspeakable inference or accusation was that in
Dolly’s widened eyes? I returned her look steadily.
“Nobody has ever laid a hand
on Etta for any reason whatsoever, Joseph.”
“Whatsoever! Is calling her
uncle a beggar a sufficient “whatsoever?” There is
something ambiguous in your mind. Why don’t you speak
out?” She turned to Amos as though to say, “Your
brother is going insane. Now he is springing at me.”
“I put her over my knee and gave her a good
spanking, and it wasn’t half of what she deserved and
needed for a long time. She swore at me like a
poolroom bum. A mighty fine job you have done with
her.”
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